Simplicity

By KaiLan
When i'm frus......i'll bomb my car with 'Get Low' by Flo Rida, then...having a oh-so yummyyy Ferrero Rocher or ice-cream! And i'll be fine. =)
 


My "Bestest" Fren

By KaiLan
Jacklyn and me
 


Sap Sap Sui

By KaiLan
When I was visiting Giant cust today, suddenly I tot of those days when I did my prime visits in Pgd… My colleagues were like so amazing…Wat? U went there alone?? Yea…not a big deal mah… This is the result being “trained” after I was forced to be “thrown” to meet the cust last time…>< (feeling proud ei…) =P Missing those days…and missing the frens…those days/frens tat, when I’m thinking of, I’ll smile fr the bottom of my heart, sincerely. =)
 


Wanted?

By KaiLan
If one day, u see this....."Kai Lan......Wanted",

Don't worry, js remember these names and places, and everything will be alriteeee~
 


A New Me

By KaiLan
 


Bravery for Love (Part 2)

By KaiLan
Pix taken on 8th Feb 2009 during the wedding function
Dear Mr R and Ms F, you both must have gone through much hardship, to be in this stage. I dunno whether this is right or wrong. But there's no right and wrong in love rite? Because you're my frens, i do congratulate you. Maybe you both need the most courage to undergo the later life. But i think it's ok, as the power of love will lead you the way. Haa. Prove to us that, u're making the right choice. Well at least, you're giving me a chance to say 'hi' to JB (early nx yr rite?) to attend your wedding. All the best! =) To your 1st XXXX, yes, this is so cruel, he hurts you, but you must love yourself much. It's useless and meaningless to force someone to be wif us and love us. Nobody can really understand and help you. You're the one who should determine how you should live. Do believe that you'll go through it one day.
 


Quottro~

By KaiLan
Now it's 4:15 a.m...i've js taken my bath, after coming bk fr clubbing and supper...

I've been clubbing for 2 nights, consecutively, 3 destinations, with different frens.

OMG, i can't believe that i'm so happening now...

Well, now i've even forgotten the names of the 2 pubs/clubs that i've gone, erhemm...but it's located in Jln Doraisamy, a street full of pubs/lounges/clubs near to Jln Sultan Ismail...Really a happening spot! If you wish to see sexy & pretty gals, nice and expensive cars.....Go for it!

Anyway, let me introduce this 2 u...Quottro @ The Avenue K, Jln Ampang. Strongly recommending for those who enjoy clubbing! (Samn, check this out @ http://www.clubquattro.com)

It's fantastic!...The catchline says...A Lust for All Seasons. 4 Seasons, 4 Concepts, 1 Location.

Yes, I'm totally sold.

Spring Lounge, Summer Restaurant, Autumn Club, Winter Bar.

Well, its Winter Bar... +10 to -5 degree celcius..oh-so freeeeeezing~~~(But don't worry, jackets are provided...)

I was really intoxicated in the bounce of live music, amidst in the ritzy and posh ambiance. Cool man~~ Ya Quottro, I'll be back! Maybe i'll visit you agn in nx month...hehee....This time i'll make sure i'll take some nice shots of you!
 


Over the Rainbow

By KaiLan
Dear KL,

Glad to know that you’ve accepted the fact that sometimes, someone is just meant to be your passing traveler or transient guest in your life.
It was a tough time. But you’ve gone through it.
And you start to believe that you deserve a more gorgeous life, a life without much grief and sorrow.
You understand that you can do it once you’re really determined and you’re willing to do it,
As nothing in the world is difficult for one who sets his heart on it.
Of course sometimes, you may still feel gloomy and down remembering the past,
It’s ok, this is normal, as this is just part of the process……the healing process.
Although it hurts, you’re grateful that he has made you realize the affairs of human life, the ways of the world, and the inconstancy of human relationships.
You start to enjoy your life.
It’s time to say ‘Hello’, after saying ‘Goodbye’ to your single and available life 11 years ago,
Time to experience and appreciate a different lifestyle.
You’re now seeing the rainbow after the rain.
p/s: Yes, when we meet agn one day in the future, he’ll know that I’ve become a better me.
 


"Where's the promised happiness?" By Jay Chou

By KaiLan
I'm not a Jay Chou's top fan,
But i do agree that he has the music talent,
A good composer with talents in many music instruments,
I do enjoy listening to songs with good tempo and lyrics. Http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pfanoc2UjQo
 


Eat Like If There's No Tomorrow~

By KaiLan
If you visit Chili's nx time,
Remember 2 order this, the Mesquite Chicken Salad...
Grilled chicken combined with smoked bacon, corn relish, cheddar cheese & much more
Mixed wif BBQ sauce
You'll love this dish even though u're not a salad-lover like me
And you MUST try this dessert........
Molten Chocolate Cake

It's a combination of Haagen-Dazs vanilla ice-cream under a crunchy chocolate shell

And the warm chocolate cake with chocolate fudge filling

Good food must be shared with good friends

 


Good Girl

By KaiLan
My colleague asked "I'm wondering how were you being brought up till u're so well-mannered?"

Yea he's rite~~ I'm a good gal..........rite rite.....(perasaan)~~~~~

Erhem no.....this should be the compliment for my parents.......

So, will i get a present if i tell my parents 'bout this? (Bad bad gal) Muckkksss!
 


OMG!

By KaiLan
I have no idea on what has happened to my blog setting.
Y is everything summed up in a paragraph de??
Everytime when i see this, i'll be like....
Arrrhhhhh!~~~
 


Yes I Do

By KaiLan
Attended my friend’s wedding dinner last weekend.
I know I shouldn’t attend it.
It’s just not the right time.
Yet, I din hope to say “No” to her.
Let’s just be cruel to myself.
Once upon a time, such dream was so real to me.
So near, yet so far.
Have you ever experienced this? When u think u’re so near to your dream,
Suddenly, everything is gone. Yes, everything.
That dream is just meant not to be mine.
I’m feeling emo now.

 


Weekend Routine?

By KaiLan
Friday nite means……
House cleaning + ironing +…..MSN, maybe.
Saturday means…..
Shopping, shopping and shopping….(or window shopping, hehee) Singing-k......girls’ chatting….Starbucks….Tiramisu + Expresso….laughing….
This is wat we call LIFEeee~~~
and maybe….clubbing?? (When will be my 2nd time?) =P
SUNday means…..
ZzzzZzzzZzzzz….i can just being paralyzed in the sofa for the whole day, with the Astro and air-con on…
I love sleeping,
Especially on rainy days.
Sleep, wake up, sleep again, and wake up…..
Any sleeping competition being held? Definitely I'll be the champion.
I’ll alwiz have a satisfied smile after a nice sleep =)
It’s going to rain soon.
Time to shrink myself inside the blanket.
13.09.08. Gathering with my nice & cute buddy since secondary skul-Nikko.

 


Moving to the Next Dimension~~

By KaiLan
These.......

And that....

 


A Birthday Song

By KaiLan
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you~~~~
=)
 


Gimme Gimme Gimme......

By KaiLan
Dear God,
I know I’m not good enough to ask a favour from you,
I know sometimes, I’m selfish, self-centered, greedy,
I’m spoilt, being vain….
Being keboh and love gossiping,
I know I’m naïve and lazy, love sleeping too much,
Ok ok…I admit that I’m a shopaholic (as well as a chocoholic), eating too much of unhealthy food, drinking not enough of plain water, exercising too less….(or none at all)…. not caring enough for my daddy mummy…donating too less to the needy…
Yet, I haven’t had any bad intention to harm or hurt anyone in my life,
Although I’m lazy, I dare not to become the ‘chipsmore’ during office hr (Now you see, now you don’t type)…
I dare not to steal and I dare not to flirt (hahaa),
and I seldom waste on my food….and due to these….plis plisss…
I pray and I hope that everything will be ‘sun sun li li’ for 2molo’s e-Application system launching ceremony…
Especially on the multimedia show…as you know, I’ve been putting much effort and working hard with the CMC multimedia team for the past 2 weeks…
And I hope that I’ll be blessed by you when I become the usherer tomolo, u know sometimes I’m js too blur,
I hope I’ll be doing my job well, ushering the VIPs properly,
Going up and down the stage in the right direction, without stepping on the wires…
Wong Kai Lan, don’t be blurrrrr k….plis don’t!!! Ushering betul2….…. and…...just smileeee, ya, I’m an expert on this! =)
Btw, no matter what happens, i still need to thank you, 'coz with your blessing.....
I’m still alive.

 


Smile in Memory

By KaiLan
I was looking back at all those pix...
and i found this, taken long time b4.
I still remember this pix was taken when we were standing and singing Negaraku (or corporate song)...
He's really 'bersungguh-sungguh' in his singing...till i tak tahan laughing.
 


para para SAKURA

By KaiLan

I like these photos so much. Simple and natural.

Taken when we’re enjoying @ Delicious, in Bangsar Village 2.

Being with them made me feel younger, 22 vs 28…..ic ic, no wonder….

This is the night view taken from my condo’s balcony. Whenever I feel down, I will look at this view and tell myself “The world is still so big and wonderful for me to explore, I should move on and see further.”

Whenever I need some fresh air to clear my mind, these are the places for me to roam about.

The Porter's Maze.

And also this, the Maple Park.

Last but not least, I need not to forget mentioning ‘bout him, Kelvin @ Peppermania @ Sakura. His identity?? Samn’s ex and existing good fren lo…haha, ok ok, the WOWly photographer. All photos uploaded in this blog were his masterpieces. So great of him! Maybe he would become another Louis Pang in the future?? Hey man, if you think you can, you can!

Photographs by Sakura (or Kelvin @ Peppermania**)

View in Delicious, Bangsar Village 2 + The Maple Condominium

Date: 02 Aug 08

Time: 3-11:59 pm

** Btw, I’m alwiz wondering, what does peppermania mean??

 


My Diary

By KaiLan
03 Aug 08 – Utterly Devastated

I tell myself,
Just like the wound on my hand,
It’ll be healed over time, slowly.
I don’t want to be unhappy for the same reason,
Over and over again.
But, it’s hard trying to be happy and pretending that everything is fine.
I’ve lost my confidence, towards everything.
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04 Aug 08 - Inconsolable

Today my ex Pgd colleague called me, crying bcoz of work pressure.
It made me remember my call to daddy that night, crying badly in the phone as well.
“Don’t cry, it’s not a big deal….” He said.
Maybe a few yrs later when I look back at this, I’ll realize that this is just too insignificant for me to be sentimentally attached to......
My future??....It’s js too far away. I’m not interested in.
How can I dream of my future padahal I can’t even handle myself well NOW.
What a pity.
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05 Aug 08 – Take It Easy Babe

Today I felt so much frus towards a colleague till i sms my boss S** and expressed my frustration~~~
I mean…couldn’t she be a bit polite and courteous? Sighhh….
Every person has diff personality and I’m not perfect as well.
It’s alwiz easier to judge others’ mistakes instead of ours.
Read a meaningful forwarded message.
* Don’t complain about others; change yourself if you want peace * *************************************************************************************
06 Aug 08 - “What’s your flavour??”

Jacklyn told me that, my Mr. Right will appear soon in my life.
How good it is if she’s a pro fortune teller.
But she’s not. Too bad.
People alwiz say “The best remedy is to have another bf”.
Spare-tyre kah??
Sounded ridiculous.
A better one?? Better in terms of…………ermmm…..
Well, at least he is my taste, my flavour.
Besides having good personality (sounds so very really kolot), well, at least, someone that loves me more than him.
Ok, I should start ‘advertising’ myself – I Am Single & Available! (aiyaa!..)
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07 Aug 08 – Make a WISH

I wish I could do nothing and think nothing.
Being idle.
Need a break. Mentally tired.
I know. I know it’s time to WAKE UP and MOVE ON.
Plis, I don 1 2 feel in this way.
And plis don’t feel pity for me. I don’t need that.
I just need you to stand by my side.
Hug me and tell me, I’ll be fine.
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8001

By KaiLan
It’s really a heavy blow for me.
It’s really a tough decision to be made.
It’s really a painful comprehension.
Last few days, unintentionally, I heard from my colleague (who has got married) saying tat, her ex condemned her b4 tat she’s not qualified for happiness due to what she has done to him.
Well, she let go of him.
I was wondering, did he need to say this and act till so cruelly?
No, I won’t and I can’t do this.
Though it’s really painful for me to let go, I admit this.
And I also admit that I feel so so much unwilling.
I’m also immature to think that, is he doing fair to me?
It’s hard for me to accept when there’s no external force contributing to this, no 3rd party.
After much struggling, slowly, I understand that no matter wat, I really need to accept this ruthless reality.
When our ‘jodoh’ has come to the end, we’ve to accept this.
I’m hardhearted to hate and to blame in this case.
No point…
I’ve chosen to forgive and to let him undergo the life that he likes.
Some people said I’m brave and tough to go through all these by myself.
I replied “Do I have the choice?”
Obviously, I don’t.
But who knows I’ve cried for uncounted times and hold back the tears when I need to act strong??
I told myself, no point holding on, it’s meaningless to hold on with someone, w/o his heart heading towards me.
What for? We both will be struggling and suffering right…
I choose to give in, not because I’m great enough, but because I don’t want him to feel disgusted towards me nor towards this relationship.
I choose to retain the happy memory in this 7-year relationship.
I choose to retain the self-esteem for myself.
 


Game Over

By KaiLan
It’s over!!! Yeah yeahhh yeahhh.

Finally, all the dialogues/hi-tea sessions were over.

But still, I think I didn’t do the work “perfectly”.

I’m regreting that I do feel the regret.

Well, I mean doing a little mistake here and there along the way.

Sorry laa, I couldn’t concentrate fully as I had to do much fr A to Z, including the photostating and binding work. (Tat’s the work of a kuli*)

Fr today onwards, no more MAH, MAHO, MBAM, TEEAM, ACEM all such pelik pelik names in my mind dy…

*Kuli here means…doing all such tedious and remeh-temeh jobs, or…runner (?)....or, one who’s asking “y is the food not ready yet?...d dialogue is ending soon…”… “where’re the glass mats placing on the meeting table?”… “where’s the name tag of En so and so?...inside the box?”…u know….all those keboh-ing jobs.

Or with a photo illustration,
That’s the one who duduk diam2 at the corner, standby-ing for everything…ya one more thing, willing or unwilling, she must pay full attention, kenot buat2 focusing or else she’ll pening while doing the action log then… hoping tat she’s not noticeable during the function (even hoping for not sitting inside the board room)…then when the dialogue ends and comes the time for group photo, b4 ppl start asking “mane KL?”…she has been disappearing, buat2 sibuk “monitoring” the food preparation and serving........