Nightmare~~~

By KaiLan
After going around in circles, i'm back to my "origin"...
I can't run away from P&L...balance sheet...appendix of income statements..cost of goods sold.. Arrgghhh....
I tot i had drawn a clear line of demarcation with my finance field.
Welcome back my nightmare~~
It makes me remember my uni days...
So nowadays, my working table is full of paper, doc...sometimes i even have difficulty finding my pen or calculator, w/o noticing they've been "buried" in the doc heap...
Well, 97 SIT a/c within 3 days rite.....ok ok.....Got to fall in love with this, no choice mahh....
 


Happy Moments

By KaiLan
My weekend was an enjoyable one, so were my past weekdays...

Due to them....
I even took a day off accompanying them... =P
Tks to mummy...
I always feel lucky to have an understanding and open-minded mummy (and daddy!)...
Ok, i promise you all, i'll take care of myself well and gain more weight... ^^
Sis, welcome back for holidays...

It's nice to be with you...
I hope 3 of us will meet up in the near future and go shopping la, singing-k la, chatting laa...
Take care...miss you all =)
 


Lesson of Life

By KaiLan
Today there’s a call to our office, fr a cust regarding the revised tariff rate...
The cust was really discontented and full of anger…
So were the 2 colleagues talking to her through the phone,
The situation was really unpleasant and it was really in a deadlock.
Despite all these, suddenly, i thought fondly of the past times, the old acquaintances…
Ya, I remembered those days in Pgd, which have made me tougher and stronger.
I understood my colleagues’ frustration,
I experienced much b4,
I’ve trained for that (not to cry nor 'emotionally' affected) =P
Please remain calm,
Just trying to be on her shoes,
If she still insisted, just let her be…
No point bicker endlessly,
After all, maybe she’s not interested in listening to our explanation,
She just wanted us to listen to her frustration,
So, just be sincere.
Have never felt regret being in Pgd, even though I’ve indirectly sacrificed the other aspect.
Well, wong kai lan, be tough k.
Smile…. =)
 


Blurrr~~

By KaiLan
Have been bz recently. Especially bz wif the never-ended dialogues, high-tea and dinner….
Sometimes, really sick of the ‘symptoms’ – confirmation of int & ext attendees, invitation letters, programme books, compilation of issues, feedback of issues, name tag, presentation slides, talking points for chairman…..too much….all have to be done at once.
Events organizer?
And its “side effects” after that….the minutes I mean….
The amendment, omg! Again and again….not once or twice….it was 7, 8 or 9….
And, one more….this is worse.
Let’s say, A= my clerk
B= my immediate mgr
C= immediate mgr of B
D= immediate mgr of C
E= immediate mgr of D
B asked me to do this, ok, I did it.
D said…add this, (but b4 tat B said no need), D said it’s ok, js adding the sections….
Well, since D is the boss, I followed his instruction.
Not long after, C came to me agn, plis delete this (another part)….but, this was commended by D….C insisted….C said, just saying tat’s E who instructed this…..(ha??can ar?)
Ya, I’ve forgotten to mention ‘bout A.
B said this and that….although I wasn’t agree wif her, and I’ve voiced out, still, she insisted, ok….i listened and followed…I would do it together with A…
But, A refused to follow what B said, (wat??) and….A went straight to C….and C said, ok….no need to do….
Hey tuan2 dan puan2, ladies and gentlemen, may you all have some…..i mean….. consensus?
Plis ar, I’m really sick of amending here and there, this and that, amending, printing, amending, printing….till i was really feeling apathetic and insensitive....
Don’t play-play ar....
But, I don’t dare to just being relaxed, nor being hard-hearted.
Unlike in Pgd, decisions made by PK were the finalized, no revolt, no rebel, yes means yes, no means no…no infringing and acting contrary to….
Well….life goes on.
This July is meant for dialogues.
When is the next one?
New challenges are coming in Aug..... Even tougher, I think.
 


I Swear

By KaiLan
Read something fr her ytd nite…wrote by my samnteoh:
i cant find any single little happiness right now which will make me laugh, u noe, laugh loudly.fine,im not happy, haha.
and i'll have to continue with this unhappiness.
plan ruined. Everythins broken.
Theres no perfection in this world.
to make urself happy, u'll have to hurt sumbody else.
to make the others happy, u'll have to hurt urself. make sense?
mayb not for u all, at least for me.
It makes sense to me, TOTALLY.
Yes, tat’s the word – Life-less.
Really have learnt lot of lessons.
Through the hard way of course.
Would never believe in love again, no more....
Life is vulnerable & realistic, so love does.
Not like buying stuffs during shopping, definitely no “1-year guarantee”
Even if it does, the “guarantee certificate” just won’t work.
It comes in and out, anytime.
No “excuse me”….
I remember my ex told me b4, from me, he has learnt not to put in all the effort & hope in love…
I’ve made him learnt the lesson.
Now, it’s my turn.