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Got to know some of my pep 16 frens hav been promoted, even within 3 years, due to compliment filling up.
Suddenly i feel like, well, you don't need to be very good in your work. It's not the issue whether you achieved high in your KPI or competency rating.
As long as there's a compliment, and ur performance isn't teruk sangat, then u'll be promoted.
So in other words, i shouldn't stay in OSEC izit...since there'll be no compliment for E14/15 for the next 5 years......
B4 i left the office today, i was telling myself "balik la...kalau tak ade komplimen, kerja sampai kiamat pun tak akan naik" (i'm not sure y i used to think and tok in BM when i'm in the office).
Actually i hate myself for thinking in this way, for being demotivated, for thinking negatively and for being calculative.
I just hope to be happy going and leaving the office. Life has been so difficult, can i not to be complicated?
Anyway, i really feel happy for Patricia. How lucky she is! and it'll be easier when i need to deal wif Kepong nx time since she's the pengurus of PP&P there..
It's ok WKL, this is called "rezeki"...like it onot...you still need to wake up at 5:15am tmr and start ur working day!