If I Can Change
I think i've changed, till a stage that i even doubt myself .
Nowadays, i'll think bad and negatively 'bout others, i've learnt to be fake, i'll criticize others, i distrust even on the sincerity of others treating me nice and yes, i've started to haggle over every ounce and be calculative over gains and losses.
I dunno wat makes me change. The working environemnt? No, i shouldn't blame on others 'coz i have the right and choice to think and act in a good and right way. Sometimes i'll console myself that this is the way (or strategy) to survive in a competitive world. I know this is wrong. This is just an excuse to make me feel better.
I think and i hope it's not too late yet, to realize all these. I should regain my consciousness and be sober-minded.