I've forgotten since when, i've learnt that crying won't help.

I may be weak in some aspects, but i alwiz hope tat i'll be tough whenever i'm down.

Tat's me.

After all, will i be better or become happier after i've cried, or after i've expressed my feeling towards someone else?

I'm afraid that, they may think i'm just winning the sympathy.

Whenever i'm down, i'll tell myself, at least, i'm luckier than many ppl, at least, i'm still alive.

I'm alwiz fobia in taking the flight. But once, when i was taking the flight bk home (last yr during this time), i was thinking "how nice it is if the flight crashes, and i'll forget everything, every unhappiness..."

Today, glad to know tat i'm still fobia of taking the flight, at least, it shows tat i still can't bear to be apart wif this life.

Well, life goes on rite. I understand (all the theories).