Take it easy
As if i'm alwiz running out of time during office hours.
Everytime when i think that finally i have the chance to catch my breath, i'll soon hear her screaming fr her room "Kai Lan!~~" Sighhhh~
Having the chance to read and forward personal emails nowadays has become a 'bonus' for me.
ZZ made me remember of Adeeb. They both are bold and daring, especially when it comes to work. ZZ is too, dare to love and hate....but, ZZ is crazily mad. Please don't be scare off when she breaks into a laugh. =P Sometimes i'm wondering whether this is her way of releasing her work pressure.
Working with her made me feeling tension most of the time. I'll alwiz have a well-knit time. She let me think of SISTeRS, e-App, M&E audit, and this is the worst...everyday when i wake up in the morning, i'll be thinking "What do i need to settle in the office today?" What a miserable life. Sometimes, i'll grumble due to the workload, due to ZZ....but i know she's nice indeed...due to this, i've slowly accepted her "bossiness"~ I will still be feeling happy chatting wif her on unofficial stuffs.....on shopping, on make-up, on fashion.....sometimes, i'll be thinking, we'll become even closer if we're not of "boss-subordinate" relationship. Do i enjoy my work now? I dunno......maybe yes, and maybe no. Suddenly i remember my ex PK did say this to me during my 3 to 4-month nightmare period in Pgd "Ms Wong, u memang bagus dlm handling work pressure......" Now, i'm wondering.....am i?? Sometimes, when i'm overloaded with work, i really wish to do nothing, leave everything behind and js be idle! But....i understand that this is just a coward's and sluggard's way of thinking....tat's why everytime i'll still be facing every challenge wif smile... B4 this, i did blame tat i was too soft-hearted wif things and ppl around, but now i may think tat this is my strength, due to this, i may easily forgive and forget.....by not hurting anyone....
Sometimes, i do think tat i've slowly become quite "fake" in person.....take for an example, b4 this, i called Mr N as Mr Nirinder...then a guy told me this b4 he resigned "u know, Mr Nirinder loves others to call him as BOSS, so nx time remember to call him as BOSS ya!" i was like?????....then i forced myself to call him as BOSS, hi boss, good morning boss...yes boss??...js because i knew he would like it....now, i've used to call him as boss, & the main reason behind is tat, it's quite lengthy and time-consuming to call him "Mr-Ni-Rin-Der......." =P but in my heart, there's only one boss whom i alwiz address "sincerely"....
I appreciate every free time whenever ZZ is on-leave....or.....when i'm left alone in my cubic......when my name is not being called...or screamed!.....And i appreciate when i have the time to enjoy my morning tea/lunch wif Liza...and even talking rubbish wif the male colleagues....one thing good 'bout guys...they're of "take it easy" type...but plis, never never chat wif me when ZZ is in her room during office hrs...or else, all will be kena then! =P